What I learn.

Something I learnt about friends, they'll just do whatever it takes to hear you laugh and go wild. To talk non stop. or even talk full on rubbish. To see you run around your house for 10 rounds. or jump on your bed like some silly person who believes that the higher you jump, the taller you become -_- They're just people who will always be there around you, even for the bad or the good times. Whether their someone to always count on, is a question.

Something I learnt about boyfriends, they make you feel good, they make you smile, they make you laugh, they make you cry, they make you want to reach into the inner part of your eyeballs and pull em out, they make you want to jump off the highest building, they make you want to get wasted, they make you go crazy both in love and in anger. another thing we all learn, they come and they go when they get bored!

Something I learnt about bestfriends. They shove things in your face whether its bad or good but its the truth. They tell you how ugly you look on your bad hair days. Their the first ones to speak up when you do something wrong. They will never fail to be there whether you need them or not. They will be the one lying down beneath you incase you break down and fall. They will always 100% or more be on your side no matter what. They are meant to be biased no matter what. What we learn, their the ones you know you can count on at the very end of the day or even the start. Hence why im engaged to my bestfriend -_- hahahaha.

Something I learnt about guyfriends. Be it 2am or 4am in the middle of the night/morning, they will ring you to check if you're alright. They know when something bothers you and they'll just take you out without having to think twice. They know what can cheer you up. They tend to judge you but you know that its the truth and plus hello, THEY'RE STILL THERE FOR YA! They cant take it when something hurts you really badly. They'll kidnap you when something fishy is gonna happen. They are ones who you SHOULD NEVER EVER drop cos life would hella suck without em! :)

^^ Its been a while since i hung out with fee, fah and yun. I surely do miss them. I think we've all forgotten all the fun times we used to have back then. How we'd randomly talk about something and end up laughing like its just so funny when actually it isnt. When we would just drive all the way to the other side of the world just to pick em up cos you know they can brighten up your day. I miss miss them && I plan on hanging out with them as much as possible.

** I dont remember telling you about my newest friends in the family. I now have a blue, brown, green and a tiny pink monkey! :) I sleep with all of them without fail.

&& as for this particular person, you failed your test again! -_-

"Party in the house baby!"

The best part about sleepovers are candid photos when you're dead =)

my darling feefifofum.

i dont know how i couldve NOT hang out with these two. ayunthewhale <3

and payback for me -_-

FEE WHODEAN & AYUN IBRAHIM
i've missed you girlies and it was great to have you babes sleeping over again.
EFAH MAHRUB, MENDA DENNIS, TEN ABDULLAH
i miss you :(

<3
<3
<3

Dark sprite.

Hey everyone.

So yesterday was a prettttyyy hectic day for me but a super fun one. Well before I get on to that, I just wanna say thank you to the barracuda reef crowd for supporting us. Congratulations barracudas!! :) and waves, i heart you too many! Oh and lastly, Reggie larry, welcome to the family! =)

Ka edot wanted me to model for a theme called fantasy sprites. She gave me 4 choices of sub themes but somehow I got a dark theme instead. Due to my obsession over black dresses. Went to pick Fee up at her place. Then we went to ka edots place. The stupid guard wouldnt let us in. He wanted my ic, license and kept asking questions. Bloody hell, thats not how to flirt with a woman! -_-

At ka edots place, I got to see baby zaira, who is like superrr cute. I want to babysit her. Fee wouldnt touch her. shes like baby phobic or something :P I remember when baby ryan ( ka mooeys baby) was playing with ka mooeys makeup. She was like " If you were my kid, id tie you up *with a big happy smile on her face* hahaha. My makeup went from not too goth, to messy, to panda, to GOTH. :) i likeee. ka edot sprayed myhair so i looked like dr frankenstein. hahaha. oh weeels.

The makeup thing took like 4 hours? and we only got to shoot for like an hour? oh yeah before that, marul told us to follow his car. like he was gonna lead us to the place. We ended up following the wrong same looking car! hahaha. we got lost in rimbaa!! it was superrr funny. like we seriously didnt know where to go! oh well. But the shoot was fun. Instead of the sweet sweet happy me. I was the evil, scary, crazy mean girl :) but I LIKE!!

can't wait to scare ya'll with the picies!
ciao!

Please stay..

.. You're my moonlight.

I LOVE MY 19!! ♥ ♥ ♥

MY 19 WAS THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST.

Im just going to copy paste what i wrote on fb :)
FIRST SURPRISE
Went out for dinner with dobobutt.
& then..
decided to stay over at her place for a bit.
Made a phone call before entering the house.
Opened the door.
&
the room was dark.
& there i saw ZEEM, BOON AND DOBO WITH A CAKE :))) I LOVE YOU THREEE TO THE SUPERHEROES! :)

SECOND NOT SURPRISE BUT CELEBRATION

Every year. I make it a tradition to celebrate my birthday at cits. without fail. except if cits is away but then we make up for a later bday party. We had a girly margarita night out and as usual our late night sleeps. SHISHA and STROLLING DOWN MEMORY LANE ♥ TALKED FOR 3 HOURS NON STOP. then we watched vampire diaries. Cits made chocolate pudding & churos! :)

THIRD SURPRISE WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT! :)
after a long day out, having dinner at capers. I went home. Seeing boons car and mikis car. and also zeems car. Not so surprised seeing that their always coming over.
Walked into the house and into the living room. There was paul with a cake box, andy, mharielle, ishy, kristal, shannon, marsh, miki, zeem and boon!! :) W...ith lots of barbecued food on the table. The kids were hiding behind the sofas.
They started singing happy birthday. so i walked towards my birthday cake. Just when the song was about to finish, Paul dropped the box. No cake. HAHAHAHAHA.
None the less, I hugged all my darling waves. & they started to sing, and there was miki with an actual cake :))) hahahaha.
All night long we ate, played pictionary, had karaoke and laughed! :))
THANK YOU MY DARLING WAVES FOR THROWING ME A SUPER AWESOME FUN BIRTHDAY PARTY WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT. YOU ALL ARE AH-MA-ZINGGG!!!

♥ ♥ ♥

Last but not the least, thank you everybody for making my 19th the best of the best. Two surprises and 1 non surprise celebration. Im never ever going to forget everything that happened. Memories I will treasure :)

19, 19, 19....

Karma decided to hit me on the same exact time eh? Well it doesnt suck as how i expected it to be though. Like a wise person once said, how you spend your birthday is how you're gonna spend your year of being however old you are. & i kinda like how i spent my last hours of 6/11 and the start of 7/11. I am not exactly 19 yet though. But still :) In a way 8/11 would still be my birthday. Birthdays last 24 hours. So.. :)

Seeing is that its brunei.. We went to no place special.. BUT, what made it special was the people I was with. Cits, ka rabs, shashi, aufa, rirah. Then i bumped into faz, fauzi, wafiyM, mada, shaa, and mimi who sang me happy birthday super loudly at coffeebean. Everyone was singin. It was nice but still embarrasing. But thank you :) I guess its a sign, i'll have a good 19th :)

still waiting..

i wanna break into the mall & go up to the 3rd floor && run to the cinema area &&& STEAL THE KUNG FU PANDA STUFFY TOYY!!! :)))

Karma hits like a bitch.

So i turn 19 in like.. TOMORROW. I swear to god, time is flying super fast. I am looking forward to my birthday slumber party at cits tonight!! :) Im looking forward to spending my birthday with my bestfriend.

...Im also in the mood of doing something before I turn 19,
LIKE....

MJ, RIP.

I am in SERIOUS need of going shopping for new clothes.
They are all unbelivably tight and small on me -_-
My eyes feel very heavy right now.
But i need them to stay open cos i want to watch 90210.
I am seriously inlove with my new mac lipstick :) i touch up all the time!!
I am tired. okay time to get to bed with my stuffed animals and watch 90210.
oh wait, i just watched mj this is it. its awesome but i find it sad how if mj didnt die, there would be a crazy amazing concert by him!
mj, rip.

BIRTHDAY SLUMBER PARTY AT CITS TOMORROW!!!! XOXO

i turn 19 in 2 days.
i'll be spending my birthday eve with ze cousins :)
SML.

PINKKK MONKEYYYY

FINALLY, I FOUND MY PINK MONKEY!!!
its not perfect tho but oh well. i still want a big one with long arms and legs.
Im still waiting for my highlighter!!! less than 2 weeks and yay.
my coastal scents palette will arrive soon too. i cannot wait!!!
Im having my birthday dinner in mata2 tomorrow with all the cuzzies :)
okay im tired, bye.

SML,
XOXO

90210

I just got back from the hospital. Dobobutt woke me up at 7am. but my phone died on me, well more like on her. haha. but i managed to wake up anyways. =) we went to the hospital to see abg apis, but he was in the surgery room already. I hope everything goes well, amin.

after that dobo and i went to the mall (yayy! -_-). i wanted to check aussino out. i found a few colorful bedcovers that i like but the lady in that store wont stop yapping!! like argh. & then we went around to check out a few bags. Im in need of a big bag where I can fit everything & I mean everything. Cos right now i've got this medium sized bag which is filled with like my phone, iPod, two wallets, receipts, coins, dollar notes, notepads, plastic bags, earrings, lipgloss, perfume, comb, yeah you get what i mean. Oh i also managed to get 90210 part 2. okay im kinda far back. but i love getting dvd packs :) perfect bday present. haha.

I want to wash my jeep. like inside out. sighh.
im gonna run off now.

SML,
XOXO.

Lets survey on surveys.

1. Name, please.
- Smack My Lips, Please.

2. Approximate Age?
- 19 in 6 days.

3. Are you happy in your life?
- could be happier, but still grateful.

4. Do you feel like anything is missing? If so, what do you want?
- peace.

5. Do you plan on being a musician/artist/writer?
- not on my list, cowboy.

6. Do you think you are artistic?
- i wouldnt admit that.

7. Have you ever tried hard drugs?
- what a question. what the hard?

8. If so, have they changed your life?
- seriously? cant you think of a better question to ask?

9. What age would you like to die?
- when i see your stupid face, thats when i would like to die.

10. Would you let your kids smoke weed?
-again, whats with the drug?

11. Are you an angry person?
- I can be. okay maybe i am.

12. Do you laugh a lot, but don’t really mean it?
- whenever I do, i really mean it.

13. Do you like to think you are popular?
-Hell no.

14. Describe your most terrifying dream.
- us WAVES messing up.

15. What band would you die to see live?
- the spice girls! HAHAHA.

16. How would you like to die?
- okay im getting bored of this.

17. What’s your opinion on self-mutilation?
- no opinion.

18. Do you believe in capitalism?
- okay there are like 100 more questions, congratulations, you have succeeded to bore me :)
haha!

- all other questions skipped.

Next!

At what age did you started to fall in love with the one you're with right now?
- who said i've fallen in love? hahaha kidden. please ask a better question :)

Do you consider yourself Rich?
- rich? id consider myself average and thankful.

Are you a high school student or a college student?
- college ;)

Where were you at 8am this morning?
- sleeping zzZZ

How many car(s) are there in your garage? Name all.
- I cant be bothered. But I have a white Jeep Cherokee :)

Are you good in giving people advice?
- why dont you spend your time and ask them instead? I mean if i answered, It would mean that I'm full of myself right?

How much money do you usually spend everyday?
- oh you dont want to know.

Spell your name and after that spell it backwards.
- IMAN = NAMI. hahahahaha

When is the last time you laughed?
- right now. im laughing at how stupid this survey is!

When is the last time you cry?
- you mean was? hmm. i dont remember and dont feel like recalling either.

What is your current ringtone?
- Hallelujah - Kate voegele.

Name one person who is very close to you right now.
- Close physically or mentally? Well im alone, at least i think i am. Mentally, my bestfriend, Dobobutt :)

Do you share your problem with anyone?
- depends what and who.

Whats on your mind?
- I dont want to go to school and I want to sleep and eat.

Do you play games?
- Mind games :P

What level are you taking right now?
- read my mind and you shall know.

Are your parents still together?
- Fortunately no.

Are you on a desktop or a Laptop?
- LAPTOP! but its so laggy.

Who do you miss right now?
- little miss sleep and mr snacks.

When is the last time you get scolded?
- how stupid of you to ask. okay, thats it. one stupid question and you're gone.

"other questions deleted"

hahahha. surveys crack me up. but they are some shitless time management. shucks.

SML,
XOXO.

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND

SHES SUPER COOL.
DO YOU HAVE A COOLBESTFRIEND?
HAHAHAHAAHHA.
XOXO
SML.

Absolute nightmare!

Morning people. So today marks the 6th day before i turn 19. I basically have 6 days to live my 18 before i become a year older. My oh my. I dont really have anything to blog about except this one dream i had last night that I dont mind sharing..

It was the day of the game. Somehow marsh and I ended up in another fight. Kristal bailed out cos she said her leotard was tight. Mharielle walked away too. Shan and Win were crying. So I had to just cool off someplace else. Then they started to call our name which meant that it was time for us to perform. So I went back to the dressing room finding everyone in their blue tshirts instead of costumes. Marsh still in her bra putting on makeup. The little girls dancing around and about. We even forgot what song we were gonna perform to. Then we all went outside and marsh and bils did a roundoff. But somehow, it only managed to go up to one leg and down. MAJOR FAILURE!

Thank god it was just a dream. I think its a sign telling us that we need to like be more serious during practices. Especially after last night, it was just 30 mins of dancing then watching paranormal activity. which was unbelievably boring i must say. but we didnt get to watch it til the end. so we shall see later on. haha.

I need to start getting ready for school now. So til then. Hope you people love the new background. cya!

SML.

serasa drivethrough

hi everyone. so, the barracudas game yesterday got cancelled due to a typhoon somewhere in manila. so mom came back last night. hansel, skimo and i went to gadong to get some cake and coffee. yesterday just happened to be halloween. i was surprised that loadsa people actually dressed up in costumes in gadong. its gotta be the first time ever that such thing happened. i must say it was super entertaining. but what was more entertaining was my coffee. havent had coffee in ages, so yeah. plus i was craving for cheesecake from cb. yumm. then we went to pick mommy up at the airport. she brought back home 2 boxes of ensymadas. i'm feeling of heating up one soon ;) oh yeah i also went to get dvds. as usual, i got a series one. i got mind your language cos mine wer vcds and it wasnt so clear. my next aim is to get gossip girl season 1 and 2.

hansel and i went off to serasa today. planned on checking out some stuff but somehow we just couldnt find it. instead we saw really cute bunnies. apparently their from belgium was it? there was this one little bunny that was whie but had black fur around its eyes. sooo adorable! ahahahah. but i think i have enough rabbits (:

oh and i cannot wait for my lippie from miki who got it all the way from kk :P hahahaha. til then, im gonna go watch more dvds with hansel.

have a great day folks!
xoxo