we managed to choreograph something to the barracuda song. i swear to god. IT WAS NOT EASY. hahahahha. the best part is i get to learn like all the dances ive always been meaning to learn. ive always been the little girl who sits down in the corner and watches the dance theater. thats 1 wish off my list :D hehe. my head hurts. nt enough sleep + too much dancing. marsh was like "i think this show thing is like a payback for not dancing for a long time and its all hitting us up in one go!" I AGREE. HAHAHA. oh and not to forget menda's debutante lagi. gilaaa. hahaha. i need to make time to study toooo.

okay back to dancing..
hihi

hi hansel, i miss you, imglad you got back from miri safely :) love you mills!

Yaaay my baju raya siap!!!! :) its so lawa and simple. ive always had so many dramas with my baju raya like every single year. its either alum siap, salah potong, too big, too ketat, tooooo plain, or got switched with someone! -_- but this year, its so lawa :) the kain was chosen by my dearest brother eskimo :) thanks abang. hehe. oh and my prom dress is ready too. its really simple. :) so overall, i is very happy with my baju :)

marsh and michie are on the way to work on the dance steps. we've managed to um do 2 minutes an a half of the closing for first session. we're prolly gonna finish it tonight and then work on half time performance. got to recall the steps and stuff. crazyyy!!! costumes are already designed by michie and marsh :D super nice. haha. everything is going good so far. nothing going down :)

i've been shopping alot! like two days in a row. yesterday after sungkai at dobo's ninis place (GREAT FOOOOD BTW). and ohmygod feeding jiah was not easy! hahaha. kecian aunty ana eh. anyways, i went to get pants for dance class cos mine were getting too small. i managed to get two. then since school starts soon, i got 3 cardigans and extra 4 tanktops :P they were cheap okay. hehe.

hansel just got back from miri. i cant wait to see and talk to him. i miss him so much eventho he only left for half a day. lol.

im gonna go pray now. byeeezzz! :P

i had such a weird dream last night. it was a mix of a flashback and the future. my nenek on my ayahs side passed away when i was 7 years old. i dreamt about her. i was the closest to her :) back in kl, we used to bake butter cakes every week. i even remembered the recipe by heart. but i cant even remember a single thing now. id trade all the things i remember now to remember neneks butter cake recipe. cos it was the best. i used to watched silly dramas with nenek back then. go to places and eat at random gerais. enjoy durians by the street. i was only a little girl back then. but my nenek was really strong :) i dont know why she came into my dreams all of a sudden. one thing for sure i remembered was when she went into icu, i was all the way here in brunei. i was in schpol doing a test until mom came and pick me up. told me the bad news and i just had to leave. we flew to kl that very night. until now i never managed to visit her grave. it still makes me sad. if i cant even see ayah, how can i see my nenek? now i tend to wonder why she came into my dream, makes me wonder if my atok is alright. i have to visit him soon :( before.. im.. too late. al-fatihah.

7 sessions?!
3 per session?!
3 minutes per time?!
21 different songs?!
4 core dancers only?!
pyramids?
stunts?
basket tosses?
STRESS!!

today michie, marsh and i had our rehearsals at empire. hahaha. we needed a big mirror. so guess where we had it at?
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the toilets!!!! hahahahaa.
we were that desperate for a place with aircon/mirror.
it was a pretty good space i must say. enough to fit us 4 cores. hahahaha.
tomorrow we will be doing our rehearsals at pds is hall.
so yes, cheer/queer leaders, practice at is hall, 4-6pm.
see you there! :)

i've found my group of cheerleaders. called all the ones who can possibly make it and is a pds dancer. im still trying to find songs for the performance. we're starting to choreograph tomorrow at 10am in pdsis hall. the real rehearsals starts on saturday :) im really excited cos i miss dancing and i miss the pds dancers old batch! i miss teacher thea too. so im sure it will be a great rehearsal/reunion.

hansel, i miss you =/ you never fail to put a happy smile on my face!

bah im gonna get back to inspiring myself with loadsa dancing videos. okay cya!

Tengo una bestfriend impresionante.
El derecho de gran tipo a mi lado.
una familia cariñosa.
un montón de buenos amigos.
¿Qué más se puede pedir una chica?
la vida es buena.

Updates

* went to the uk exhibition today. met alot of old friends namely abang yusof&nina, abang naz&kafarah, ka rabs, irf, twins, gims, hp(primary 5 classmate), and other people.
* sungkai-ed with nurean, her sister elia, mada, shaa, fauzi, wafiym, faz and ofcourse hansel :)
* searching for ready made cheerleading squad for moms basketball team barracudas.
* been having a bring it on marathon
* i have a cold sore :(
* had nerds, bit them, broke my tooth :(
* didnt get to see my bestfriend at uk cos she was at home studying.
*congrats to people who got good and satisfying results for their os, as and alevels :) work harder and dont give up!!
*i had fun walking in and out the shops with hansel :)
* CANT WAIT TO START DANCING AGAIN!!!!
*aku rindu sabuners :')

boon, kin, mum, me, aj
qew, rawi, zati, phat and adul
missing : zam, zeem, qwnn.

i seriously wanna go back to college. this sucks.
i hate holidays.
fasting day number 5
25 more days to raya. HAAHAHAH

why does everybody have a freaking barn house. now i want a freaking barn house. ish. mcm cool lagi tu the house with the animals on the side. oh shit.. im farm talking again.

hanywaysss.. mom just got back from singapore and she brought back lots of burger king. yum. i am currently eating mushroom double swiss. (dont worry sayang, yours is in the bag :) and you too dobo if you like mushroom. hahaha)

I just finished watching okay wait no that was last night. so yes last night i watched 17 again. ratings.. umm 4/10. i guess its cos i dont like zac efron. um no offense to the fans of ZE. and also it was just like a copy of 13 going 30. i found it lame. there were some funny parts but yeah not worth watching again -_-

then i watched bring it on fight to the finish. i think ratings for that movie would be errr 7.5? i wouldnt say its omg wow. nor would i say it was crap. i love the latin dancing in the movie. but the storyline, nyeh crap. i still prefer the first one. go go go toros! :)

im going to watch protection program. something to do with some princess in the barn. i think. its got demi lovato who i am not a big fan of.. but selena gomez. shes cute. so whatever. and no i aint some lesbonisme.

i got to fast today :) hehe. the whole family was here. it was nice. i like it when its fullhouse. rather than just us 3 kids and tok and nenek at the table. so sad. but just now was good. qaly, my um 2 yrs old first cousin, learnt some new words. "duh" "totally" "whatever" "loser" and "wassappp". i swear to god. i wish i recorded them. i'll try soon and ah its just got to be the cutest. haha.

what else..

oh ya nunu turned all of us into cartoons. hahahaha. pretty good work. most of us look like us. okay what am i trying to say here. ish. but yes nunu, well done love!! :)

err... snap i have work tomorrow. ahhh. i feel like sleeping in :) and well end up getting scolded. umphhh. okay im tired of typing. :)

i guess its a goodnight now :)

oh wait wait,

i would like to say sorry to all the people i have hurt or offended both intentionally and unintentionally. sorry for sleeping with your boyfriends and for turning your girlfriends into lesbanims. haha. no no im serious. i really am sorry. i hope we all can start fresh starting this ramadhan and as clean as possible :) happy fasting people =) xx

GOODNIGHT!

I had to go to work today. pretty much did nothing. i had a massive headache. had to sleep with no electricity. damn was it hot! did practically nothing at work. had to go to kilanas to get moms phones and to borrow her camera. hihi. went back home and chilled with babygirl and skimos.

hans and i were planning to watch district 9. we went around 7.25. the movie was pretty scary but fun too. i found it sad for the aliens. oh well you watch it :) we got hungry after the movie and decided to go to cheezbox. had kolo mee :) yumm. and then we went to kuminis to get dvds. got movies to watch. we drove past coffeebean and saw the ptem peoples. went down and stayed for a few minutes. took pictures. hugs. kisses. talks. then we left.

sayang sayang thanks for a very lovely evening :) i love watching movies with you. only you can understand whenever i sit in a straight position with my eyes fully focused whenever something strange is about to happen. cos you do the same. hhahahaha. whatever it is, i love you hansel :) i hope the witch locks us up in a cage together. cos i hate saying goodbyes!!!! :(

okay people. its 4am. just got off the phone. and now i wanna sleep. okay goodnight lovely people :) esok inda puasa. so im gonna have lunch with hansel :)

i love hans.
oh and to dobo, good luck and please dont die :)

before i say anything, i would like to start this off by saying

"the sabuners are back in town!"

:)
:)
:)

soooo.. i went to the launching of the 3rd floor thing in college. it was umm boring BUT i had mimi to accompany me. we talked about so many things. it was lovely! havent talked to her in ages! anyways then the sabuner babes joined us. phat, qew, aj and zati. had to update them on loadsa stuf. its been ages since we all were together. felt awesome. the sabuner guys sat at the back. but we were missing zeem, zam and qwnn. oh well. after that as usual. we all went out to gadong. had lunch at mcds then we went to watch aliens in the attic. it was super funny. plus the two couple sitting on the couple seats were making out like full on. what made it worse was that she was wearing tudong. dude like useless saja pakai tudong. haiz. but yeah so we paid for one movie and had 2 movies for free. hahaahha. whatever it is. we had a lot of fun. oh and adul and qew took the top down in the car. IT WAS LIKE 37 DEGREES. zati and i were melting. HAHAH. but screw it, i had a great day! the greatest day after how many weeks being stranded at home and work. hahahaahha.

other than that. hans i love you. sorry i fell asleep last night. had a massive headache. i will play scrabble with you tomorrow k. oh wait kami jalan jua :) hihi.

sabuners, i love you.
hans i love you
bestfriend, i love you and good luck!
xoxo

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:restaurantcity

:countrystory

:season1-10 of FRIENDS

:work

:sleep

:eat

:online

:dobo & hansel

:e.l.a.b

:facebook

:blogging

thank you for keeping me company. hahahhaah.

latest work :)

ive had the greatest week! :) spending days in a row with my two people i love the most (dobo & hans). i mean come on what more can you ask for when you get to spend your time with both of them at the same time. lets try recap on what i did.

thursday night, hans and i went to gadong supposedly wanting to watch the proposal but then ka lina texted us wanting to bring us to watch g.i joe the next day so we ended up not going and just chillin in gadong for a bit and head home.

friday morning, i had breakfast at yasra with the group. dobo decided to come along cos she was craving for roti kosong. talur wah. she knew i was gonna have roti kosong so she went online and yeah figured. hahaha. we were there first. then ashraf came. then after awhile hadi came. as usual ima and hanis are ALWAYS late. ashraf kept playing with his um chewed gum on a toothpick. pretty disgusting but kinda creative if you saw what we saw. ahahaahha. we had our rotis and dobo and i ciaoed. we went to jpmc to get her bridex ticket but um sumting happened. lol. so we went to airport to get it.

friday afternoon, went to bridex. i dont really want to blather on about it cos i can pretty much summarize it in a few words.

transport = crap
service = crappier
weather = crappiest
show = awesome
company = wonderfull! :)

friday night, hans and i went to the mall. we though the movie was at 8.30 and we got there at 8.25. found out later it was at 8.05 so we um claimed our tickets and went to eat at frats :) then i went off to cits. talked for hours with cits, aish and nuff. we stayed up til 7am just talking about stuff. it was so much fun :) oh and we even drove out at night to find buns cos we wanted burgers. we ended up searching all the way in kiulap!

saturday, umm.. i had a photoshoot with aiman and like a couple other photogs. it was super fun with zatty, nina, sastika and yean. then at night, dobo and i went to zeems tahlil. we started um singing to she bangs. hahahaha. paloi wah. si zeem teikut tia jua. pacahhh. then hans, dobo, fred and i went to snowhouse. lychee is not nice! i hate it. fred had snow white. dobo and hans had like chocolate stuff. umph. fred and hans went back to my place. watched i am legend and some other movie.

sunday, went to the mall to watch the MJ tribute. it was cute. plus i got to see sheena, nadie and kevin. pds pride people! :) and then we went to eat at frats. yet again. hahahaha. lunch with my awesome pawesomes!! :) after that i had to rush to damuan for another shoot with aiman. ella and farah were there. their so gorgeous and hella they look a like! hahahha. oh well i had fun! ooooh and i got to spend like 2 days straight with zatty (: rid i know you will hate me big time. HAHAHAHA.

all in all. I HAD A MUMBO JUMBO WEEKEND! =)
thanks to hans, dobo and aiman.

and tomorrow, torture shall hit. i'm moving out of kilanas for a month plus =/ sad sad sad! oh wells. til then folkas!

i love you hansel :)
ox

mama ning and i are being super jobless.
we've been sending and returning gifts to each other to gain more paw points.
visiting each other to get more coins.
sending the jukebox lots of times to gain 100 paw points.
finding out what item gives the most paw points.
haha yep you guessed it,
PET SOCIETY ATTACK!

i never thought id go back to pet society again -_-
but its super fun especially when you have someone to play with.
at the same time im also on restaurant city.
um and hans, im on your pet society too.
sending and returning gifts to gain my pawpoints.
dont worry it increases yours too :)
i went from level 7 to level 13 in a coupla hours! HAHAHAHA
JOBLESSS KAN?

bah my back is aching. this sucks. i need a better chair. i need an aquarium :(
where can i find the aquarium!!!!
oh and i finished princess hours!!!! woooooots. hahahahaha.
lalala. im gonna run to my pet now.
tooodles!

CEF. pffta.
hans, i love you.

ive been a lazy bum.

i am 8 episodes away from finishing princess hours. i seriously thing chae kyung looks like hanis and has hah's personality. hahahaha. hyo rin looks abit like ka nana and nadiah. the princes arent that good looking but you tend to grow into them. so yeah..

moms watching fullhouse now and is highly addicted to it but not as she was to BBF.

hans has been spending alot of his time with me. like today, he was here in the morning but as usual i was sleeping. he was watching camp rock -_- of all movies to watch right. how suckish.

i need to ask mama ning for some new tv series before i die of boredom *exaggeration much*

i havent been playing my computer games in quite a while. hahahaha. esok tah at work.

nora is having her operation tomorrow. yikes. all the best little one.

i miss my wife. i miss my three brothers zeemzamboon. i miss seri aqeelah. i miss college! :(

im sleepy. goodnight

okay phewh. its just the normal hazed sickness. mom was so worried due to the swine flu attack. but im all better now. but i still have to continue eating the four medicines. one is like complete yuck, the other is like ugh, the other one is well okay lah its capsule so cnt taste anything, and the last is plain panadol. its a pain in the ass i tell you having to eat 4 different ubats 3 times a day! but thanks to my babe whos been there for me since the very day i fell sick, who took me to the clinic, who had to go under quarrantined cos of me :P, who had to watch fullhouse with me, who fed me dinner and also my medicine, who spent practically the whole night with me both today and yesterday. so sayang, if you're reading which uh duh you are, THANK YOU and i just cant thank you enough. we'll go out soon and i will make it up to you orite baby :) meow :D i love you....tooooo much (imitates russell peters) see you soon? :(

other than that, wife, im sorry to cancel our date. but i dont want u getting my germs. lets see what else. oh ya im almost done with fullhouse and omg yeah all the baby hamsters are eaten. stupid mother who does not know how to be responsible. ugh. bah sudah, my head is dizzy. i wanna clean up my facebook and im just waiting for hans to get his ass online! -__-

til then....

im sick. im sick. im sickkkkkk.

stupid stupid flu. stupid stupid fever. stupid stupid cough. go away!!!!!

sayang thanks for spending the whole day with me yesterday running around gadong doing my errands. the weather is so talor. so because of that i kena demam. hmph. my laptop wont connect to the internet and i hate that. i cant go out to fix my laptop. atleast booga will get to sleepandrest the whole day and night :) i miss you tons and im sorry your mom and sister ate your cupcakes. i'll make some more for you nanti okay? love you lotss!

update on the baby hamsters. pancakes gave birth to 6. ate two. then ate two more. and i think shes eating 1 now. so there is only one left.

temperature : 37.4 degrees. still married to the tissuebox. shivering. major headache.

hakeem found my ipod. in his pocket -_- one of his pockets i think. my goose.

mom said if flu gets worse. im off to the hospital -_- i dont like the sound of that. moms worried cos fevers getting worse. lets just hope its not you know what. atu palui tu.

and btw wife, you rock ;)

ALHAMDULILAH SYUKUR. MY RESULTS HAVE COME OUT AND ITS GOOD :)

Communications & study skills - A
Introduction to IT - B
Quantitative Methods - C

the one i found hard during the exam i got A in. the one i found the easiest, i got B. haiz. never expect anything ever again. okay i have just one more semester left. Im just doing my research on the curtin uni website about my course. according to mom if whats gonna be in the syllabus is taught in lcb, then i shall be staying for another year. i'm half sad and half happy about it. sad cos well, i want to leave brunei -_- happy, cos i get to spend another year with my hans :) and to be with him on his birthday :) so either way its a good thing and bad thing. but if its not part of the thing. then, i shall say my last goodbye in february & i better see my wife at the airport and also in perth by september! or someones going to die -_-

hans, hans, i want to spend every single day with you before i leave (if i do). i love you babe! lots lots lots lots and lots. btw you snored so loud -_- and i hate you for kacau-ing me when i was angau about gu jun pyo *gives evil look*

omg. okay i just finished going through the course and stuff. and its giving me one big headache! so much managements and marketing. blabla. im blabbing.