"A BIG Thank YOU and Much Love to my darling niece Legs for helping out with all the party preparations. She wasnt just my LEGS, but also my Wheels this year :) Also Thank you and Much Love to Adek for helping out during the party."

i didnt see that. hahaha. mama wrote it on her blog as a way of thank you. anyways anytime mama. i'm your legs and wheels whenever you need me :) i love you!

Sometimes

sometimes, not everything goes as perfectly as you planned.
sometimes, not everything in life goes smooth.
sometimes, things just can never go the way you want it to be.
sometimes, you gotta learn to give and take.
sometimes, you just gotta be thankful for what you have.
sometimes, you just have to accept reality the way it should be.
sometimes, you just have to let go of everything no matter how hard it is.
sometimes, you need to realise that,
somewhere, out there, is a better place for you to go.
sometimes...

PHATS BIRTHDAY BARBECUE BIRTHDAY FEAT THE SABUNERS AND FRIENDS =)

zeem yang saya berabisly sayang =)

i dont know what i was doing, zeem pun macam nak kencing ada jugak, macam nak party ada jugak :P

yes shaf i know i have a flat ass. THANKS for pointing it out :P

SABUNERS AND FRIENDS =)
missing siapa lagi : RAWI

my sabuners girls.
missing : qwnn, zat and malah =)

some of ze sabuners =)

we found happiness again =)
not together -_-
HAHAHAHAHHAHHA.

SABUNERS,
aku sayang kamu brabis. you all are the awesomest friends and im glad to be a part of ze cool family. aku sayang each and everyone of you to the verrrrryyy many =)

and to PHAT SHAMINAN..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! =)
SAYA SAYANG AWAK BRABIS! =D

sorry aku inda join kamu esok to that energy fair..
pasal kan, si iman kan tidur =)
BYEE.

My favorite quote of the week.

Facebook = No Privacy = Seeking Atention = Farhan

hahahahhahaha.
i sayang you babe.

okay i need to get this straighhhhttt.

23 may - boon's rugby game at 4.
phats barbecue birthday party.

24 may - spend time with wife.

29 may - sabee's party.

30 may - hakeems party.

31 may - pretty girls party.


BANYAKK PARTY. MY GODDAA!!
blablabla.
DH, triple A, i miss you :')

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A VERRY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE,
EFAH NABILAH :)
sorry we couldn't stay longer or at least til your actual birthday.
but hey we were there for your birthday eve kan.
and sorry i couldnt sleepover.
but you know i love you anyways right?
i'm glad i got to meet a friend like you :)
tapi no bully bully me lagi ah?
and nanti fee, ten and i will go crash at your place lagi and eat maggi and brownies. hahahahaah.
and i'll be the one eager to clean up after you all.
hhahaahhaha.
have a verrry goood 18th birthday.
hopefully your year will be alot better than how mine has been.
enjoy it to the fullest, cos well it only last one year :P
hahahahahaha.
i loveeeeeee you efaaaaaahhh pretty girl.
:))))

other than that, i just got back from the fishy market with the maid.
we were gossipping in the car about stuff. hahaha i love my maid, she is AWESOME!!!! :)
okay i wanna shower. i stinky! :(
bye people of the world.

oh, oh btw thanks to boon, zeem, fee, ten, fah, zam and qew for cheering me up :)
and you too, you know who you are =)

BYE!

well, welcome to brunei people!

people these days, okay correction, PEOPLE they just never know when to STOP minding other peoples business. its sad. its sickening. its annoying. its just PLAIN SAD. obviously these people who talk about others have no life. i mean, when you think about it, how often do people talk about others, lets see, maybe like ALL THE TIME, if people had better things to do, obviously they wouldnt be talking about others. they'd be talking about themselves altho thats a lil bit too self absorb but still. like people, could do so much more with that amount of time instead of bitching about this and that. want to be part of gossip girl so bad? well guess what, we have our VERY OWN gossip girl, welcome to brunei!

SPOTTED.

Farhan says:
spotted I and F in coffee bean
Hobo says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Hobo says:
DUDE YOU WATCH TOOO MUCH GG!
Farhan says:
curiousity can kill eyyy?

youcrackmeuplikecrazy.

FOOTBALL, SHMOOTBALL.

i swear to god, i have no idea why people watch football. like zeem quoted "yang kamu brabis pikirkan dorang kenapa? ada dorang pikirkan kamu kan?" hahahaha. i totally agree. unlike other girls, i'm not a big fan of those hunky boys. sure i support liverpool, but thats basically cos i was madly inlove with michael owen. hahaha yes im not up to date with the football players. i mean i do enjoy watching football, but not the game, more to like how sakai the people are when they watch it. cali wah. and how gila those hunky boys on the field trying to run after THE BALL. hahahaha. sorry, i just woke up and i dont know what to talk about.

other than that, i had a great night last night with ten, fee, ayun, hans, faz, zeem, boon and rif.
it was all gooood :)
coffeebean was fun too.
okay im hungry, yet, again.
and shit exams are in 2 weeks.
motherhumpingsuckingpersonwholikestojumparoundchasingbananas
-_-

happiness is somewhere out there.
but dont go looking for it,
it'll come to you when the time is right.
none the less, i'm smiling again :)

PICTURES FROM MENDA'S

everyone was watching emily rose so we five decided to scare the shit out of em but only the white ghost succeeded. it was still good tho. we had fun with the face paint! haha.

ONE OF MENDA'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CAKES. HAHA.

the people.

more of the people. haha

birthday girl and ka pinah :)

I SEE CLEAVAGE! HAHAHA.

ruby's attempt of trying to grab my boob. haha

people i sayang alot :)

nunu's surprise for menda.

hadi gone wild.

ruby was trying to trick menda into believing that ruby got in trouble with the manager of the hotel so ruby got this busboy to help us out. told menda that the manager wanted to see menda. boii was she scared or what! hahaha. and when she went out, SURPRISEEE! hahahaha.

AYUNS SURPRISE :)

again, zeemo's photography always makes me look good. haha

hadi, ayun and me

squishing is fun. haha

im strong enough to carry a guy! awesome! lol.

.... and this was at fee's house for tens surprise thing.
where i discovered my obsession for confetti. hahaha.

"do you know how to touch a girl?"

because you're what i call "different"

right now,
all i want is to feel that happiness i once felt.
and somehow,
i think i did.
for a minute or two.
thank you :)
i miss my sabuners.
i miss the room 612 geng.
i miss the panats family.
i miss the four kettleteers.
i miss my pte girlfriends.
i miss you already.
&&
baby, forget about me.