before i begin to ramble on the things that are bursting through my head.. i shall make a clear statement that i am not referring this to anybody in particular. read my lips.
NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE OF YOU READING THIS OR YOU WHO WILL HEAR FROM THE PERSON READING THIS.

I AM JUST ANGRY TONIGHT.
so you are free to move your cursor to the right of your screen and click the red icon with the x on it. and no you are not, i repeat not allowed to give your judgement on this post. this is my blog and i am free to say WHATEVER SHIT I WANT.

COMPRENDE?

so lets begin..
lets start with item A

Models
Seriously, what are they? who would you classify as a model? who has the right to call themselves a model? what? just cos you've been posing infront of a camera on a random day, you label yourself a model? -_- its like seriuly everyone is doing photoshoots. everyone is a model. modeling doesnt mean anything anymore. its just a typical hobby everyone wants to do. im not trying to be a hypocrite. well in a way i am. but im sorry, i cant control what goes on in my head. theres no remote or controller i can use to change or twitch things around. i mean yeah sometimes i open up the albums and go "hey thats nice." "wow, she has a really unique look". and most times its like, "ugh typical" "they actually posted it in public!" "what on earth is she trying to do?!" its just driving me up the wall. dont ask me why it affects me cos i have no idea why myself. its their life but ish makes me want to like deactivate my bloody facebook. but then it means i wont get to play my games. oh god. this is so sick. bite me.

as for this bit. yes im referring to someone..
"all i see on your pictures are the words C-H-E-A-P!"
" girl, you've got birds flying around you going cheap cheap cheap"
"your pictures are like an invitation that says 'come fuck me and dont call me tomorrow'"

oh and another point im gonna say out is
"doesnt mean if you have an slr you're classified as a "photographer"
oh and i dont mean those real photogs with cool equip. im talking abt simple people who has a simple small tech in their hand. takes a picture of a girl in a dress behind an empty wall and say, im a photographer"

oh and one more thing, nudity is a BIG FAT NO. half naked too!
its brunei for god fuck sakes. stop living in your whiteworld!
snap back to reality!!!!!!!!

OKAY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW.
and now,
im going to be nice and APOLOGIZE to anyone who feels offended even when i specifically said NOT TO. its just my hormones playing with my mind. so no offence people. i mean it.

FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE, I WISH I RAN YOU OVER! but then second thoughts, my bug is too precious for your sleazy ass! nu-uh not worth it.

im mean i know.
but hey sometimes, you just gotta crack.
& sometimes you need to respect the fact that its their blog, their say, their life.
so fuck it.

beneath all that,
cheerleaders and queerleaders, well done. you are doing really well. keep up with the good work. boys eat something to make your shoulders strong. cos we're gonna step on you and that might cause you bruises. girls sharpen up.

hans, i miss spending time with you. no no, i miss you. i love you so much for supporting me throughout this whole dancing thing. for being super understanding with me being super busy all the time. you've gotta be the most patient guy ever. i'll make it up to you tomorrow. we'll have a blast orite? i love you hansel.

-signed, angry emo girl.